So words elude me right now, as they always do at the most inappropriate of moments. And oddly enough, I don’t really mind so much anymore. Images of the way things were flood my head and I think about all the ‘if’s and the ‘could have’s.
I’m finally sort of almost nearly done with my room—just tweaking a little here and there—trying to figure if there’s any possible means of saving money. Blowing close to 5k is no joke! ): I’m feeling terribly guilty about the whole thing, but at the same time I know it’s a cyclical argument: no room, can’t study, can’t study planning for room, but can’t study without room. Anyway, I’m just hoping it’s all transferrable as Mother is intending for me to move (out) when there’s a suitable property to invest in. Also, depends on whether we can afford it.
So I counted my red packets just now, and it’s all going into my savings which I hardly ever dip into. Sometimes, I wonder why Mother lets me spend all her money and save all of mine. I always feel guilty. Always. I’m so behind on my list of to-dos that you wouldn’t even believe it.
Thoughts wash over me as I gasp for air, inebriated with emotion.
I leave you now, with a video. It was either this or the Powerpuff Girls :D
Oyasumi,
xxx
I’m finally sort of almost nearly done with my room—just tweaking a little here and there—trying to figure if there’s any possible means of saving money. Blowing close to 5k is no joke! ): I’m feeling terribly guilty about the whole thing, but at the same time I know it’s a cyclical argument: no room, can’t study, can’t study planning for room, but can’t study without room. Anyway, I’m just hoping it’s all transferrable as Mother is intending for me to move (out) when there’s a suitable property to invest in. Also, depends on whether we can afford it.
So I counted my red packets just now, and it’s all going into my savings which I hardly ever dip into. Sometimes, I wonder why Mother lets me spend all her money and save all of mine. I always feel guilty. Always. I’m so behind on my list of to-dos that you wouldn’t even believe it.
Thoughts wash over me as I gasp for air, inebriated with emotion.
I leave you now, with a video. It was either this or the Powerpuff Girls :D
Oyasumi,
xxx
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