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FUCKKKK!!!!!!!!!!
My phone fell down in the toilet (she was resting) and now she has 3 dents on her side ): I want to fix her; restore her to her former beautiful, pristine condition.
....I honestly think I have some seriously serious OCD. Maybe I should go for therapy.
I am currently super fixated on getting full marks for my Jap exam, so much so that I've been semi-yelling. I can't sleep thinking about what could possibly be a mistake, can't stop thinking about not getting full marks, can't imagine not seeing my name at the top of the list when the results come out, can't imagine my mother scoring higher than me. I must win, dammit!
NOTHING. LESS. THAN. PERFECTION. WILL. DO.
I get prickly if there're mistakes.
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I check my exam script 10 times over (not exaggerating) and my emails (work AND life) 5 times over before sending it out, and scrutinise my documents 3 times over, editing my blog posts repeatedly to make sure they're perfect (grammar, punctuation, images, everything)... Where does this 'madness' not pervade? Probably only my homework and subjects that I honestly do not care for. Which is pretty much a recipe for disaster.
Anyhoo, there isn't much opportunity to dress up or down at the new office (although I am finally wearing my mother's vintage satin skirt). Still trying to decide whether to alter it so that it'll become a proper pencil skirt. Additionally, I think the vintage belt with medium gold buckle I'm wearing with it is going to disintegrate soon, so I'm trying to get more use out of it. Meanwhile its crackly texture is giving my simple outfit "detail", or so I console myself. My
On the bright side, it appears there are many brilliant retro shows (series) to watch. I will make a list soon :D Heehee. And suddenly, there're a plethora of destinations for me to choose from. Oh, joy! Burma, Pulau Redang, Phuket, Hong Kong, Kuala Lumpur... YAY.
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LEI HOMO!!!
:D
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