Sky High

Expenses are astronomical for May.. Astronomical doesn't even begin to describe it, really.

Repair/servicing costs, clothing, eating, grooming, new camera.. Goodness, I don't even wanna think about it ): this guilt's practically the only thing stopping me from flying off on an impromptu holiday.

Can't believe the 'rents are flying to Europe in about 36 hours. So surreal. I feel an odd sense of weepiness overcoming me--a mix of missing them, and of the failed trip back in '08.. And all other things associated with that (the chain of association runs far). Whoosh. What a rush of emotions.

Life's difficult again. Why do I tire of one thing so easily, but never get bored of others? Perhaps if I lost interest for everything at the same (rapid) rate, then everything wouldn't be so complicated... On second thought, maybe not.

There is no right answer to solve all of life's problems, is there?!! Oh well.


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