Subject registration is coming up soon, and it's by no means any easier picking electives for the third time. I have to fill up all 10 choices even if I really don't want to take those modules, which is a really stupid system. Also, I haven't quite decided whether or not to skip French 2 (that's right, I still haven't touched anything remotely related to studying and have in fact forgotten everything I've learnt last semester) and if I'll overload this coming semester... Guess I probably will, so that I can slack off in my final term as an undergrad. Hehe. Gosh, can't believe we're halfway through summer break already.
I keep feeling emo/semi-depressed, perhaps that time of the month is due again. Just keep wanting to curl up in bed and cry my (broken) heart out ): can't sleep 'til the wee hours of the morning, end up weeping quietly, only to wake up with swollen eyes.
Keep brooding over things I shouldn't be rehashing. There's noone I can confide in, who understands me as thoroughly, who knows all of my deepest, darkest, innermost goings-on. I have no best friend, perhaps even no good friends. Look at me, a fully-grown young adult, writing emo nonsense on a self-indulgent platform for noone.Are you happy? You probably don't even know whether you are because you're just so carefree you couldn't care less and hate thinking things over seriously to give me an answer. In recent photos, I see you're closer to her and wonder if she has filled the place that I used to occupy in your heart. Do you love her? I'm trying so hard to let you go, but it's just... Well, so hard. It's been one year and nine days. How I wish you were still with me.. )': oh hell.
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