Deficient

Think I might be severely lacking in calcium, attributable to my abstinence from consumption of milk for the sake of my complexion. My right big toenail is now screwed up, too, because I kicked something and the nail flipped up and split, tearing right into the flesh. So now both sides are hurt pretty gruesomely. How accident-prone can I get? No, wait. Don't answer that. Sigh. Must get more Ca in my diet. Probably buy a few cartons of soy milk and gulp it down daily.. That should solve the problem.

Last night's house party was pretty epic, but I didn't really do anything except mope around. Mmm. Feeling very hollow now, but I don't think it's quite time yet for a social detox. I have super bad gambling luck, or maybe I'm just really stupid and suck at games. Or possibly both. But it's fun, nevertheless. Mmmm.

Feeling very frustrated lately, that all my time is vanishing into thin air--I have more of less given up on the notions of skipping a level of French and going on another holiday before school starts--and also that somehow people never quite listen to anything I say and I can't be bothered to repeat/speak up.


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