Stars And The Like

The past 30 hours have been horrible: skipped lunch, threw away my horrible tasting cola mentos, couldn't find a place for dinner, ended up having very salty coffee shop food, got into an argument because my instructions weren't followed, got scolded because I was supposedly throwing a tantrum, felt shitty about the mess I'm in, picked at and ruined my markedly improved complexion (byebye interview and job), faced a sluggish internet connection and jerky videos and interrupted audio, didn't sleep till six, tossed till light, woke up in time for but skipped class, got tattled on for not going to school, received a call informing me that a replacement jacket isn't available till October when I sent it in in January, (WTF. Service fail. Never again, North Face Singapore. Wtf is wrong with service in Singapore? I can't get a refund even though it's obviously authentic just because I didn't buy it here? It's not like you'd refund even if I did. Don't tell me there's absolutely nothing you can do when I have to freaking wait almost one year for a jacket. Seriously absurd. SERIOUSLY).

But there are things to be thankful for: possibility of a way out of my predicament, anime which always offers escape, home-cooked meals, good music, priority booking for Restaurant Week. Hopefully better days ahead.

How does one chase dreams if dreams are so unclear? How can one be oneself if one is so unsure? How will one feel with those once held so dear? How shall one search for all or any answers?


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