I Was Born...

...with an enormous need for affection, and a terrible need to give it.

Ok, so I've not had much energy to blog lately, and I feel inclined to not blogging before I've done all my other to-dos yet (as I should). I fear I may be falling ill because of stress and everything that I've had to zoom through in the span of last week. On the cusp of a major meltdown... not a nice feeling.

Ran a whole bunch of errands and just feel like giving up and doing a shoddy job of making decisions--not that the decisions are bad ones, just that the process would be a good deal less drawn out if I just stopped thinking so much. I mean, I've done all the requisite homework already, but hesitating over the nitty gritty just to pinch pennies is killing me. Either way, whichever I choose, they're both good decisions because I've already tracked them for so long.

Have taken to walking as much as possible, weather permitting, so that I can have slivers of time for myself. I don't even mind sweating, due in part to the fact that it's some sort of consolatory exercise for improving my non-existent fitness. Acrobatics yesterday was way better, but I still detest conditioning when not warm.. nearly strained some muscles. Stretching is still my first love.

One of my parcels arrived, still awaiting another and probably ordering yet more... In other news, the Norma Kamali x Walmart stuff I wanted is out of stock now.. Goodbye, perfect grey motorcycle jacket ): having trouble with sizing lately--not only with clothes but also with shoes. Can't decide on size for some flats I'm dying to buy, especially because I'm in between sizes (not so much in real life, but certainly according to the measurements on the guide). Think I'll probably size up on the clothes (feasting be darned) because I want them slightly loose-fitting. Anyway, I'll do an exchange and size down if the fit doesn't work out.

Picked up some short socks on a whim, because I was really craving some. Also discovered that I can't even wear the smallest wayfarers from Ray Ban. Ugh. Guess it's no shades for me. I hate having such a small head/face /:

Spent a good portion of the weekend looking at FW2011 collections but still have a lot more to go through. Mainly piqued by the men's selections... Haven't had much time to go through the women's. Sort of prioritised a short list of things that I would like to go through first, but still have a lot of others I would like to take a closer look at. Don't think I can afford to, though.

Just got hooked onto a new anime.... at least it's only one season in (can't say the same for the manga, omg). Found out not long ago that Arabelle of Fashion Pirates is into Kaichou wa Maid Sama, too. How awesome is that. (Randomly, might I mention Tavi is growing into a rather pretty teen???)

I hate Mondays, and this one is especially bad for reasons undisclosed. Hopefully I'll get a good lunch later. Thought about Kenny Rogers on my morning drive, but suddenly I want to eat Cold Storage rotisserie's roasted whole chicken. MMMMM. For now, fresh cola Mentos sucksssss. I feel like throwing the whole tube away. Can't wait for noon.


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