Concealer

So, I've been facestalking to update myself.. And I think I've uncovered quite a bit of stuff. People unofficially together number quite a few. Things that people haven't been telling me... Mmm. Mostly, they just don't say anything. But if and when they do, and only because I actively ask them about it, I don't know if they honestly believed what they said to me, which turned out to be contrary. Shrugs.

Speaking of relationships--platonic or otherwise--I honestly don't know what I'm doing. I guess it's always like this at the witching hour. When lucidity kicks in. Or is it hormones of a different kind? I don't know. I just want to give up on everything.

When did I become so cynical? Perhaps the past few dates have made me realise that I only really care about some, and others that I've made in the past few years aren't really friends. Although, I mean, it's always nice to be in the know. Guess I've made no friends and some enemies. Or frenemies. Which is scarier?


Be Beyond Caring